It was all her fault.
Suddenly Raven stepped in front of Cynthia. “Hey, what did you say to her?”
Cynthia waved her hand in the air. “Oh, nothing. We know each other from the school. Our daughters go to ballet together, right, Sydney?”
Sydney rose to her feet. Very quietly, she looked the woman in the eye. “Yes, that’s right. Our daughters are also in the same class together at school. They’re friends.”
Cynthia never flinched. Didn’t matter. Sydney wasn’t going to make matters worse or put her daughter at risk of being teased or bullied. Morgan walked over and stood shoulder to shoulder with Raven. “Bullshit,” Raven said calmly. “I heard what you said to Syd.”
Morgan joined in, her Southern accent taking on a twang. “Are you trying to hurt a little girl because of your need to gossip and spread rumors?”
The woman gave a nervous laugh and took a few steps to the side. “No, of course not. You must’ve misunderstood.”
“We don’t allow mean girls to join our poker table.” Raven’s mild voice contradicted her badass attitude. In her jeans, black boots, and black tank top showing off her shoulder tat, she cut an intimidating figure. “Sydney is family. I think all of us have issues in our past we’d rather not discuss, especially with people we can’t trust. Do you have a problem with this?”
Cynthia’s mouth fell open. Sydney bet not many women challenged her with such stark honesty, ready to defend rather than tear apart. “No. As I said, it’s just a misunderstanding. It was lovely to meet you ladies. Good night.”
“Cynthia.”
She looked back at Raven with wariness. “Yes?”
“Don’t come back. And if you keep spreading gossip about Becca, I promise the Pierce family will make you regret it.”
They watched Cynthia scurry out of the bar and slam the door behind her.
Morgan shook her head. “Goodness gracious, that woman is loathsome. Imagine using little girls to get attention. Plus, she took all our money!”
Sydney laughed, reaching out to take each of their hands and squeeze. God, she’d missed them. Forgotten how powerful a group of women can be when they unite. She’d had no idea how truly lonely she’d been without having girlfriends to talk to. “Thank you. I wasn’t up to my usual fighting standards.”
Raven squeezed her hand back. “I’ll set you up with Xavier any time. For now, you have us.”
“Always,” Morgan said.
They took her side even when they were mad. Between fighting her feelings for Tristan and the whirlwind wedding and losing her friends, the emotions roared up and strained against the wall she’d erected for protection. Her lower lip trembled. Morgan and Raven shared a look. “Uh-oh. She’s gonna break. Let’s get the others out of here,” Raven instructed.
“Done,” Morgan said.
In a matter of minutes, the other ladies left, and she found a shot glass of whiskey in front of her at the table. “Drink,” Raven ordered. “It’ll settle you.”
With trembling hands, she tipped the glass back and finished it in one swallow. Raven lifted a brow. “Nice. You’ve been practicing.”
Sydney choked out a half laugh. “I hate crying. I feel all weepy and emotional lately. I feel so damn . . . weak.”
Raven dropped into the seat next to her. “Nah, not weak. It’s just all that ugly mess of truth coming up to be dealt with. There’s been a hell of a lot going on in your life this past month.”
“Yeah.” She struggled to find the words. “I know you’re both mad. But thank you for sticking up for me tonight. It meant a lot.”
Morgan blew out a breath and shook her head. Her smart bob swished across her shoulders. “You lied to us. You lied to Tristan. I needed some time to sort it out so I can talk to you without losing my temper. You know I can’t have children. So when I heard you kept a child from her biological father, on purpose, it hit all my hot buttons.”
Misery flooded her. Yes, she’d had her reasons, but her friends didn’t know. She’d never told them the truth of her and Tristan’s past relationship or the issues. To them, she’d done it with a cruel casualty and hurt the Pierce family. “I know. I kept the truth to myself for so many reasons, but I also know it may not be enough for you to understand. All I can do is explain my side of the story. I didn’t keep Becca a secret to hurt anyone, especially Tristan. I was trying to protect them both.”
“Tell us,” Raven said simply.
So, Sydney did. She told them about their past and that disastrous night Tristan left. She told them about her first wedding, the end of her marriage, and the decision to raise Becca on her own. She poured out her heart and soul, refusing to hold back, until finally her voice trailed off into silence. Drained, she slumped in the chair, but her soul was light. These women had shared their own secrets over the past year, but she’d always held back. She saw now how clearly a friendship deserved true give-and-take. It took trust.
Raven gave a sigh. “I was running wild with my best friend, Izzy, at the age you got pregnant. There’d be no way in the world I could settle down and deal with a baby. I was too hurt from my father’s death. Too broken. And I know for a fact Dalton, Cal, and Tristan were in no shape to build a solid future or be a parent then.”
Morgan nodded. “Their family was ripped apart. Cal said all they did was fight. I can see how scared you’d be to tell him about the baby when he was desperate to leave.”
“I did the best I could at the time,” she said softly. “I honestly felt like I had no other choice when Tristan left. And when Becca was born, I knew I’d do anything to keep her safe and happy. I never had that feeling about anyone before.”
“I don’t know if I would’ve made the same decision, but I respect your choices,” Morgan said. “And I’m here for you whenever you need me.”
“Me too,” Raven said.
“Thanks, guys.” The tears broke free and ran down her cheeks. She wiped them away with a laugh. “Ugh, I’m acting like such a girl.”
“We forgive you. Take another shot.” Raven refilled her shot glass. “It’s the good stuff I keep tucked away for female emergencies.”
“I won’t be able to pass the Breathalyzer test.” Raven administered her own DWI test at the bar to make sure everyone could drive safely after poker night, or she called a cab.
Morgan pushed the glass toward her. “I’ll drive you home, sweetie. Drink up.”
The next glass warmed her stomach and settled her nerves. Finally she was able to take a breath without sniffling. “Thanks.”
“I think the big question is where you and Tristan are with all this. Do you still love him?” Morgan asked.
“Yes. I never stopped. Even though he’s acting like an asshole lately,” she added. Her mind steeped in the memories. “I think I loved that man the moment I met him at eight years old. Diane used to tell me to be patient. Even after everything that happened, I felt we had a shot at something brand-new, but then I told him about Becca and everything is different. I don’t think he ever loved me the way I did him. Maybe it’s time I try to live with it. Stop torturing myself.”
Raven burst into laughter. Sydney frowned. She thought it was funny? “Hey, I’m bleeding for you here and you’re amused?”
“No, I’m sorry. Don’t you know he loves you, Syd? It’s so damn obvious. The way he looked at you on your wedding day. The times he’d stomp around all mad at you because you wouldn’t listen to him. The goofy expression he gets when he spots you with Becca. The man is certifiably nuts about you.”
“I agree,” Morgan jumped in. “I knew there was something big that had happened between you, and now it all makes sense. Plus, your chemistry is off the charts. You two in the same room together makes me want to jump Cal immediately.”
Sydney groaned. “No, that’s just sex. We’ve always had mind-blowing, amazing sex. Tristan wants to base our marriage on sex and raising Becca and working together. In theory, it sounds solid. Reasonable. But in my heart—”