“We’re better fighters than you’re giving us credit for,” Green Camo who outed me growls.
“These are two of the Nine I discussed with you earlier. Remain down.”
Green Camo may be my enemy but I totally get the look of fury and frustration that flashes across her face. Accept that you’re outgunned? Stay on the floor and don’t even try to fight? What kind of life is that?
Ryodan suddenly kicks up into that way of moving that’s a blur, then Jada is a blur and there’s a small whirlwind of commotion in the middle of the study accompanied by a ferocious smudge of sound that could be raised voices or just plain snarling. I feel like I’m watching a cartoon featuring two Tasmanian devils, then suddenly Jada and Ryodan reappear, facing each other: he’s spitting savagery, she’s pure ice.
“Don’t touch me again,” she says with arctic frost. “Men have died for less. Even men who aren’t men.”
“You cut it off,” Ryodan explodes. “That’s why I couldn’t get a lock on you last week at Chester’s. You fucking cut my tattoo off. And you mutilated yourself in the process.”
“I’ve never had a tattoo on the back of my neck.”
“I didn’t say it was on the back of your neck.”
“That’s where you touched me.”
“I touched other places, too.”
“And will pay for it. Sleight of hand. A diversionary tactic. Intent infuses action. You’re easy to read.”
“Redundant much, Dani. Should have left it at sleight of hand.”
“I’m not Dani. Nor have I ever had a tattoo. But if someone thought to place a mark on me I neither wanted nor approved, I would certainly cut it out. I’m no cattle to be branded.”
I rub the tattoo on the back of my skull and shoot Barrons a pissed look. “Moo,” I say frostily.
“Don’t even start,” he says. “It saved your life repeatedly.”
“It was for your protection,” Ryodan says.
“Precisely,” Barrons clips.
“I don’t need protection nor have I ever,” Jada says. “I protect. I hunt. I am the predator, not the prey. Leave now and I will permit you to go. We will, however, meet again.”
I slant a look up. “Precisely.”
“ ‘Permit,’ ” Ryodan mocks. “Explain your ability to move in hyperspeed. Dani.”
“If this ‘Dani’ is to be identified on the basis of a single attribute, one might propose anyone—even you—are this person upon whom you seem so fixated, as you, too, share that talent.”
Jada is suddenly gone and I feel her touching me, patting me down at light speed, looking for the Book, finding nothing. By the time Barrons blurs into motion to blast her away, she is standing near the desk again.
Ryodan told me Dani could move fast enough to give him a run for his money. When she chose. I frown. He also said there were things Dani didn’t know. Exactly what kind of things?
The women on the floor stare up, watching, awaiting the next command from their leader.
“She’s not carrying it,” Jada informs Green Camo.
Green Camo says, “I feel two. One where it should be. The other coming from her.”
“Of this you are certain.”
“Unequivocally.”
“You will leave now,” Jada informs Ryodan and Barrons. “But she,” Jada looks at me, “will remain.”
Was that a flicker in those icy emerald eyes? I narrow my eyes, staring back, searching for some hint of Dani O’Malley. It isn’t there.
“She,” Barrons growls, “is not remaining anywhere but with me.”
“Maybe I want to stay here with them,” I say, not meaning a word of it. “At least the sidhe-seers only tried to kill me. Not steal pieces of my mind.”
“I didn’t steal anything. I merely kicked it beneath a rock until you could deal with it. It’s not my bloody fault it took you so long. Had I wished to excise it completely I could have.”
“It’s not your right to excise anything. Temporarily or permanently.”
“Take her below,” Jada orders the women.
“Don’t push me,” I warn.
“You’ll go willingly or you’ll be dragged. I don’t understand how you have become another Sinsar Dubh nor do I care. I’ve seen stranger things.”
I shoot a glance at Ryodan and am surprised to see he appears completely unfazed to learn that I am the Sinsar Dubh walking, or rather, about to be running.
“It’s unnecessary to understand how an animal became rabid to put it down,” Jada continues. “You’ll be dealt with accordingly.”
“Good luck with that,” I say coolly.
My inner copy is perversely silent. I know why. It’s waiting to see what I’m willing to do. That’s a big fat nothing. It’s going to have to protect itself, offer me something I can use free of price.
Nice bluff, MacKayla, it purrs. Try again. You will never let them lock you up and you know it.
You will never let them lock us up, I retort silently. I will not kill these people. Give me crimson runes. I’ll only use them on the others, not you. I swear.
You will kill everyone and destroy everything around you in order to survive. It’s the way you’re wired. I know. I’m the wiring.
I recite feverishly:
And the Raven never flitting still is sitting, still is sitting on the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door …